- Boonaa Mohammed
 - Lyrics: Boonaa Mohammed
 - Duration: 03:55 language: English
 - Stuck to my pillow can't get out of bed, and I hear all the voices they clouding my head
 - did you just hear what I said? this ain't pretend, feels like I must have been dead
 - Family they tell me it's all in my brain, finally they tell me I'm going insane
 - Tell me which sura's you read, am I possessed, why does the devil exist
 - Why Is he stuck in my chest, call the exorcist, does he takes visa or cheque?
 - Popping these pills that they gave me to chill, and I mixed with advil and these shots of nyquil
 - Over the dosage and over indulging in self medication and pain metamorphosis
 - If life is a test, where's your patience, how can you tell us that you are not blessed
 - I didn't say that, I said I'm sad, I don't why this is happening Dad
 - Yes I have I prayed, really I tried, making wudu with the tears from my eyes
 - I can't explain, why I'm in pain, I get migraines again and again
 - Can't go outside, access denied, said I feel better but I know I lied
 - Bro, everything is so slow like wow
 - Sorrow swallowed me whole like black holes
 - * I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling too well
 - I hear these voices, stuck in my head
 - I'm losing focus, can't see ahead
 - And I know you there's something wrong
 - But I'm scared to say what's going on
 - I've got a secret to tell, I am not feeling to well *
 - Scholars they say that believers don't feel this, but if I do does that turn me to a heathen
 - And what is the reason, the point of this pain, You gave me Life and You made me from clay
 - There's no mistakes, am I too late, Have my sins already sealed up my fate?
 - I'm so alone, Nobody's home, couldn't be bothered to pick up the phone
 - and let them inside, just some passage of time and I bet nobody would care if I died
 - So what's the point, I'll say goodbye, packing my things and heading for the sky
 - Life is so cruel, news makes me cry, killing this ummah so how can I smile?
 - My friends online are having a great time, babies and weddings while I'm in decline
 - Money is tight and hate my 9 to 5, stuck in a rat race chasing a deadline
 - People keep saying that I've gotta be strong, but I wish that they would all just leave me alone
 - And be on my own, I'll be alright, after the darkness there must be a light,
 - Don't need a judge and don't care what you think, we got so many stigmas it's making me sick
 - Please help me I'm drowning, stuck in this well
 - Asking for heaven, cause I've been living in hell
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